An exhibition from the heart

It’s been over four years already since I made a big change in my life.

I am writing this because I have been making cut-out illustrations this past week and after posting it on Instagram, a friend commented with reminding me that I did something similar for my exhibition early 2013…

You can click on the photos to see a bigger photo.

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Early January, 2013, I was working on my very first exhibition that solely consisted of free work (in Dutch: ‘autonoom werk’). The opening was planned somewhere by the end of January and although it was planned for months in advance, I hadn’t made any work by early January.

My heart was somewhere else: figuring out if I should leave art or leave my love. Yes, it was as dramatic as it sounds here ๐Ÿ˜€
To make a long story short: the one I loved so dearly didn’t approve of the illustration career I was pursuing, and asked me to make a choice.

Early that month, I knew what it was going to be, as I couldn’t imagine my life without creating or drawing.

In just seven days I created all these art pieces and looking at them makes me well up, even after four years. There is so much love and pain in these works, I can’t even explain. To some it may seem as just simple pieces of work, naively made, not even ‘real art’. To me, it’s much more.

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I ended up making a few pieces with all very cryptic meanings.
A self-portrait that you could only really see when you looked in the mirror on the wall. And still, you would see it in a different perspective than normal.

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I felt I had been hiding who I was for years and now it was time to get out and be who I really was.
Seeing the pieces now, I understand that most works were about coming out of my hiding place and be seen.

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During the opening of the show there were some people that didn’t understand what they were seeing here. One man said: “I can’t believe they put this up here”. I didn’t care: this was what I wanted to make and wanted to tell. I couldn’t care less what others thought.


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Three of the pieces were sold: the cup with the girl in the lower left corner was sold to a dear friend of mine. The book with the girl looking out of the window (middle) was sold to a primary school. The cut-out girl in the glass bell on the right was given to another friend of mine, who was really ill at the time.

One friend asked me if I didn’t mind selling the pieces. I didn’t, but I couldn’t really explain why I didn’t mind.
Now I realise it’s because it were all pieces of my heart and if someone wanted to buy them and take care of them, I was grateful.

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The piece you see here on the left, was my absolute favourite. I am still happy I could give it to my friend. She passed away in October last year.

It stands for being shut off from the outside world. At that time I had felt so disconnected from the real world for so many years, I didn’t know what I felt or who I was any more.

I painted a girl on thick paper, with headphones on. I cut a piece of wire of real headphones and connected it to the girl and to the glass bell over the girl.
The piece of wood came from my own backyard.






After the exhibition, I stayed in my home town for a little longer, until I found a temporary place to live on the other side of the country. I had always wanted to live somewhere else, as I lived in my home town for 28 years.

Still, to this day, this exhibition is my dearest.
It reminds me that I should continue to follow my heart, even if it’s scary as hell.


Thanks for reading, until next time!

Marloes De Vries

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  • Reply Creatievevlo at

    Ah Marloes I just love the pieces you created for that exhibition, especially the one under glass.
    Did the friend really have to remind you about the exhibition in 2013? Iยดm asking this because I myself forget a lot about what Iยดve created before… like it never existed. So Iยดm just curious of you recognize this maybe?

    • Reply Marloes at

      Thanks so much!
      Of course I remember the exhibition, but for some reason I didn’t link the girl in the tea cup I posted on instagram today with the girl in the tea cup I did early 2013 ๐Ÿ™‚ I do forget some of the work I made. To be honest, I made so much, my brain can’t keep track any more hahaha!

      • Reply Creatievevlo at

        Yes that’s what I meant actually, it came out a bit weird ๐Ÿ˜‰ Forgetting things you’ve created before ๐Ÿ™‚ Cool, now I feel less weird โ™ฅ Thank you!

  • Reply Eva at

    Oh wauw, ik vind ze echt geweldig! Ze zien er zo levendig uit, je kan echt je eigen verhaal verzinnen als je naar ze kijkt ๐Ÿ™‚
    Die met het meisje die uit het raam kijkt in het boek, is denk ik wel mijn favoriet.

    • Reply Marloes at

      Dat vind ik een fijn compliment, Eva! Dankjewel!

  • Reply Cor Smit at

    Hallo Marloes,
    Het meisje onder de glazen stolp heeft een prominente plaats in de woonkamer, vlak bij het eveneens prachtige portret dat je van Anky en de kleinkinderen hebt gemaakt. Ik kijk er graag naar en dat deed Anky ook. Nu ik gelezen heb hoe jij er vier jaar later nog steeds gepassioneerd over schrijft, ontroert het mij nog meer. Jij maakt me duidelijk dat het beeld van het meisje onder de glazen stolp veelzeggender is dan woorden kunnen uitdrukken.

    • Reply Marloes at

      Hallo Cor,

      Het ontroert me zeer dat je zo’n lief berichtje hebt gestuurd. Dankjewel daarvoor!
      Het stolpje had zich geen beter thuis kunnen wensen, dan bij jullie.

      Lieve groet!

  • Reply mathilde stein at

    Marloes! Stil van. Ontroerend mooi. Alles met bijna niks…

    • Reply Marloes at

      Dat is een mooi compliment, dankjewel Mathilde!

  • Reply Nienke at

    Wat mooi Marloes! Je werk – en hoe je je kwetsbaar op durft te stellen door het delen van deze mooie persoonlijke verhalen – zijn echt inspirerend โœจ

  • Reply Asti at

    Aw, I absolutely love this! I think it’s always amazing how one is able to express themselves with art, and while it can be fun to try and figure out what the artist is trying to communicate on your own, there’s something special about being provided with some of the thoughts/motivation behind the work. I’m glad you made the choice you did four years ago, though it surely must’ve been hard, and I hope you continue following your heart to happiness in the future. <3

  • Reply Imelda at

    This is really amazing – for one thing you really put yourself in it, which is admirable, for another I’ve always wondered what creative ways there are for illustrators to exhibit their work (except for hanging framed pictures of course) and this looks fantastic. Thanks for the great post!

  • Reply Pascale Guillou at

    Hoi Marloes, tears in my eyes, kippenvel….
    Just so beautiful……
    Thanks for sharing so much about you!

  • Reply Brenda Urbanik at

    I’m really impressed of how you expressed yourself in your art here Marloes! I wish I could be half of what you are! I love these pieces, I can actually understand and “feel” some of those emotions. Such beautiful work and oh so inspiring for beginner artists like myself who are still struggling with who we really are!

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